Slide

Fall down seven times.....Stand up eight.

http://slidewolf.deviantart.com/art/TDK-Cagney-119474465

what if there was a sudden and very cool time shift... and there was a young actor by the name of James Cagney around to try to fill the impossible shoes of Heath Ledger.. or go in his own unique direction....

i wish this came out better, but i hope Foxshu enjoys it

http://slidewolf.deviantart.com/art/a-gift-for-foxshu-117743893

things i am still working on:
2 and Jibba fan art
New DA/FA ID
Random gift arts/requests

lol,
leaving your tabs open is fun.
esp on a page where there is a chat,
people think.... no wait they dont think...

*is happy in the face*

I love my life sooo much,

there needs to be the furry version!!!


like this

ok,
So its Nov. and I am living on the streets of Newport!
Sucks,
To make things worse.... my trucks door fell off!!!
would you believe that shit!
The day we have to start living on the street the fucking truck door decides it wants to fall off!
Sonofabitch!

I say we becuase My very loving and wonderful girlfriend is very sadly stuck in the same situation as I am =(
I feel terrible for her because she does not deserve to be homeless, esp not in New England.... esp not in the winter where there is a very real chance that we might freeze to death!

*facepalms*

anyone got any ideas?

I still have my job thank god so that is a good thing!
But I am tottaly broke!
and we have no food!
*sighs*
I had 5 dollars left,
I gave it to Shena when we got outa work today and told her to buy something cheap, so at least she has something to eat.,
to tell the truth if anyone could go a few days without eating I think that it would be me *tries to laugh*

ahhh,
ohh well thats about all for now,
I hope everyone else is doing better than we are right now.
Wish us luck... esp so we dont freeze to death... x(

~Slide

Winning is not always as easy as being the best or fastest, sometimes its just about using your mind. There is an old saying "a man well trained with nothing but a stick could easily defeat 10 men untrained with the latest technological advanced weapons".. I believe this to be true. Out smarting the stronger has been a huge survival tool for millions of years, and it is still being used to this day. Observation is your best weapon when fighting or playing any game, to predict someones movements lets you plan far ahead of them and always gives you the advantage....the best way to block an attack is to not be in the way of it, the same goes for offense to predict someones moves correctly is almost as good as them not making any moves at all, because you already know what is going to happen.


I knew this was true one night when I gave it a shot during a high stakes game I was playing. I needed One thousand dollars cash by the next morning and I had four hundred to my name, I needed to use my skills and brain to get the money I needed and there was only one place for me to go to make that kind of money in that little amount of time. The room was over crowded that night, I remember waiting almost a half an hour just for a seat at a table. My gut sank when I was finally seated... the table was bleeding out to one player who couldn't loose that night if he tried. The maximum buy in was 300 dollars and this Asian guy to my immediate left had nearly 4000 dollars in his stack and he was just taking in pot after pot, the night was def' going his way...until I sat down. The first thing you notice about people who are winning is how flamboyant and asinine they are acting, the one thing I will never forget about that night was the one thing he kept singing every particular hand he played "Diamonds are forever...". The rule is, you stay away from players on a heater like that, when they are up big it is their night and your skill is not going to change that. I didnt have time to wait for a new table and grind all night, I needed to play this guy for a big pot. I turned my 300 buy in into 430 in a few hours, and then the time to play this guy came. This wasnt a movie... I didnt get Aces and move all in on him and let fate decide the rest, I was playing with scared money and I didnt need to let anyone except myself decide if I were to walk out of that room with what I needed or empty pockets. Knowing that this guy has been cracking better hands all night with luck I use my twisted logic and play my attack on him. He is under the gun and the actions goes around the table to me, someone made it 20 dollars to call, I look down at my cards... a three of spades and a 7 of hearts.... I raise.. I made it 45 to go! The Asian high roller without even looking at his cards calls on sheer principal... he smelled blood in the water. Everyone folds around and it just leaves him and myself, the dealer then flips over the 3 community cards 4 of diamonds, 5 of clubs, 6 of diamonds. I made a strait, 3,4,5,6,7 the only hand that can beat it is 7,8 ....I am not afraid of this guy having the 7,8 Im more worried about the two diamonds on the flop... its his turn to act first... He bets out 100 dollars.... I call instantly, the bastard still has yet to even look at his cards.. he thinks he can scare me with his chip stack, push me around because he has more money than me in play...wrong

The dealer then flips over the next card.. the Ace of diamonds.... with 3 diamonds on the table makes a flush possible and any flush beats my strait. He checks... I stop and think, is it a trap... bets 100$ blind and then checks... and then he did me the favor of looking at his cards.. this is where my observation kicked in... he was quite.. there were 3 diamonds on the table and this guy didnt say a peep.. I checked. The final card comes of 2 of hearts, he looks at me, he wants to get some kind of information out of me, wants to know if I am scared or if I am looking at him (showing weakness) or looking at the cards in the middle of the table (showing strength), this was my chance to take him... "play nice, Im playing with rent money" the guy couldnt have pushed his chips in the middle of the table quick enough... there was a sick feeling in my stomach, I pushed the rest of my stack into the pot and flip over my cards...everyone at the table had to do a double take, I had just played a thousand dollar pot... with 3,7 offsuit. The Asian guy was shocked.. how did he get outplayed?, why couldnt he get me to fold with his large bets...
"Diamonds arnt forever I guess..." I say to him while I drag the huge pot, he smiled at me. I rack up my chips and head for the cage to cash in for the night, all night he kept singing "Diamonds are forever" and when it came time to have the diamonds... he was silent. He gave me a tiny piece of information and I took full advantage of it. Getting him to pay me the maximum amount was easy, I told him to play nice.. let him think I didnt want to play for all the money...thats all it took.

Watching and waiting... I played smart and it payed off.. Wont work everytime, but it never hurts to stop and look at what is going on, learning your surroundings and what is going on around you will always be your greatest advantage. Predicting other peoples moves is key, taking advantage of this will never lead you wrong.

of course thats just my opinion I could be wrong...

~Slide

I hit a wall tonight, I realized that I am not improving my skills at drawing at all. As with anything else in my life if I sucked at it, I worked on it like crazy and became better. Thats why I can beat Friday the 13th on the NES in under 20 mins, get a high score of 150070 in Double Dragon, play poker against cheating card sharks at Foxwoods and still beat them and do just about anything else.... but no mater how much practice I get... I am brickwalled when it comes to the drawing. If anything I am getting worse at it, tonight I drew a picture of Slide having a pint of Guinness and it came out terrible... I then just tried to draw some simple faces showing different emotions and they all sucked....
What am I doing wrong, why cant I get any better at this....
I dont believe in limits, limits exist only to be broken, but this is getting on my nerves more and more....

*sighs*

any ideas??
(seriously, you dont even have to be nice... I know I suck now, just give me some ideas to improve)


Wog out

~Slide

It is almost hard to believe that it has been seven years. I still remember exactly what I was doing when I heard the first reports about a plane hitting a building in a terrible accident. I was outside replacing the head-gasket on my shitty 1989 saab 900 and my dad called me and told me to go into the house and watch the news, the rest of that day I felt sick to see the horrors unfold.
New York was changed.. America was changed, when you are the heavy weight champion and someone sucker punches you in a bar... your never ready for that... cause no one could be crazy enough to swing at us, but they did... and the rest is history that we are still in the process of writing.

I just want to take this space to thank all the armed forces and Police and Firemen and Paramedics and volunteers who make this country what it is and keep it strong no matter the odds or situations. Also to all the people who lost on this day seven years ago and the time leading up to today and beyond my thoughts and prayers are always with you.... We all lost some... some lost all...
but that is the great thing about this country.. kick us hard as you can in the balls... were going to get right back up and fuck your whole world up cause this is THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA hoora!


As my life sits at this moment:

I am in Newport Rhode Island now! I finally got my furry butt over here and moved into a decent apartment with my best friend JWood(non-furr). I cease to be homeless.... which is fucking wonderful. Being homeless is the fucking worst... and I only did if for a couple weeks! So someone who is in that shit situation for any longer than that who is still fucking sane I bow the fuck down to them. I am trying like a motherfucker to get a job and make some money.. but the results have been less than satisfying to date. I need to pay my rent and buy some food... cause we ran out of that shit...2 days ago (ohh by the way: if you want to loose weight and stop eating junk food... MOVE TO FUCKING NEWPORT AND NOT HAVE A JOB LINED UP FOR WHEN YOU GET HERE! IT MAKES THE BIG PAIN IN THE ASS OF EATING IMPOSSIBLE AND JUST WATCH THE POUNDS FALL OFF YOUR HUGE FAT FUCK ASS....MAKING IT A LESS HUGE FAT FUCK ASS!)
I cant go to fur-fright this year....(Im not gona bitch about it cause the fucking time to stop being a little baby and whining over shit I am not get has to come to a fucking end).. but thats ok, cause I dont have a suit completed yet and I dont want to go without one.

I need help!
My girlfriend (Shelly_Wolf) is in FLA and she needs to get her fluffy tail to Newport so I can ask her to marry me on X-mas. I have no cash to send her as of right now, I do try to help her whenever I can.. I am not a deadbeat boyfriend, but she needs a fucking ticket up here. She is a great artist and has been doing commissions on Deviant Art to earn some cash. She has been roughing it for over a year now on her own on the fucking street.. she is a trooper if I were to ever meet one, but we are stuck in trying to get her up north. If anyone could do anything to help it would mean the world to both of us.

http://vamp-princess-lumina.deviantart.com

that is her DA page... her commission info is right on the main page there in her journal entry. As I said earlier she is a wonderful artist and does great work!

A sample of her work:

I love her very much, and I hope we can be together as soon as possible. <^^>


Be good to each other
love always,

wog out
~Slide

Its not often I want to smash things, normally I am calm and passive....
now is not one of those times.

I have been ill for the last 4 days...

I always liked to think of myself as a shark above any kind of animal... not as a furry but as a core being...

I dont sleep, I never get sick, I dont stop...

I have been tasting blood for the last 3 nights and cant stop coughing/puking it up.
I feel like I want to die,
My head is pounding, and my eyes are killing me.

Im thankful that I got to talk to my woofie today, that was the only good part of my entire day.

After she left, everything went to shit!

I didnt get to eat anything till almost 830pm cause the fuse box shit the bed and the kitchen had no electric.... BULLSHIT!

So i try to draw....
I am working on a pic for a good friend, scottwolf.
Not 2 mins into drawing my arm cramps up like it used to after the accident... fuck!

So I log on to IRC and I do admit I was being... fuck it I was being an asshole... but as soon as some people (who I do really care about and said shit to i didnt mean and who arnt probably gona talk to me again) pushed my buttons I went right off on them, cause I LOST ALL MY FUCKING SELF CONTROL!!

So now here I am, its 4:23 am I cant sleep, I dont know when my net is gona get cut off... cause the cable and the phone have both been shut off today also, and I have aprox. 3 and a half weeks before I either start college or live in my fucking pick up
truck...*SCREAMS*!!!!!!!!

*breaths deep*

*exhales*

Im gona go upstairs and lay down on the floor.. (cause i dont own a fucking bed.. and I havent slept in one in over a fucking year)
and put on a movie and just try to fall asleep...

Scottwolf + Weesha
Im sorry,
I know better than to treat friends like shit, Please forgive me.


Shena,
baby..
*cries*
I need you


~Slide

Just having one of those kinda days!!
COME ON!!!
Try to make it fucking worse!
take your best fucking shot

http://cgi.ebay.com/X-COM-UFO-Defense-Playstation-PS1-MINT-LONGBOX-RARE_W0QQitemZ150271616535QQcmdZViewItem?hash=item150271616535

who wants to buy me a going away to college gift!!!
*tail wags excitedly*

x3

ok so its been a month or soo fuck!
I have a new mate!!!



I heart shelly!!!<3333

and I am going to CCRI in the fall!!

uhmmm..

besides that not too much...

ok so maybe not massive...but its still an update

FUCK SALT!!!!


<3
~Slide

blah,
fuck you!
asshole!!
shit sucks anyways!

Red-Sox rumble!!!!!
I love the Sox
Coco takes a bean and then charges the mound, dodges a right hook and counters with a left jab!!
Pig pile on Crisp!!
benches cleared and all hell breaks loose!
I LOVE THIS GAME!!!!<33333333

patrick antonious : A-J
jammie gold : K-K
Board
10-Q-3 (flop)

Gold bets
Bet 15,000
Antonious calls

Turn
10-Q-3 (K)

Antonious bets 45,000
Gold rasies All in
Antonious calls

The pot is 745,000$!!!!!

They decide to run the river 3 times

1st river

10-Q-3-K-(Q)

Gold wins 250,000$

2nd river

10-Q-3-K-(3)

Gold wins 250,000$!!!!

3rd river

10-Q-3-K-(8)

Antonious wins 250,000$

OMG!!

Gold was slammed at the turn at least 5 to 1
that is just a disgusting beat

a merc. caprise with a 302 running a 200 shot ran a 9.82
god I love speed vision

Ok..
so this is the first post I am making as Slide......
Im not exactly sure what to write, I have the same problem with my human journal.
I saw a youtube video tonight...... wow
it was about yiffing......
*blushes*
heh